I am a Christian and 

                    where is paradise?

So when the disciples heard this, they were extremely amazed, saying, 

Then who can be saved? 

But Jesus looked at them and said to them, 

“With human beings this is impossible, but with YHVH Almighty God all things are possible”. 

Then Peter answered and said to Jesus, 

“Behold, we have left everything and followed you. What then will there be for us?

And Jesus said to them, 

“Truly I say to you that in the renewal of the world, when the Son of Man sits on his glorious throne, you who have followed me—you also will sit on twelve thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel. And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife or children or fields on account of my name will receive a hundred times as much, and will inherit eternal life. 

But many who are first will be last, and the last first".

Matthew 19:25-30

Also, Jesus said,

If the world hates you, you know that it has hated me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love its own. But because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, for this reason the world hates you.

John 15:18-19

But if someone suffers as a Christian, he must not be ashamed, but must glorify YHVH Almighty God with this name (Jesus' name).

1 Peter 4:16